Friday, April 4, 2008

Boob Heaven & the Dentist

I should be blogging about world events, my opinions, my thoughts, hopes dreams, yada yada…

But honestly? All I can think about is how much I love my new bra.

Yep.

*gives em' a squeeze*

My desk is overflowing, my place needs to be cleaned and my brain is surely ignoring some stresses that are in need of much attention. But all that, is really…okay.

LOL

I’m crazy, I know, but I did some major damage to my Victoria Secrets Angel’s Credit Card last night and I’m happy with the result. I’m a big shopper and I never spend cash on the essentials, the under-goodies, ya know?

Well now I have A LOT of under-goodies; too many probably, but the girls feel good and my caboose is rockin’ the comfy silk…so I’m a happy girl.


I’m sure you wanted to hear about that, remember, you can stop reading at any time.


Boobs.

Ha.

Still reading?


On to less revealing matters…


I am going to the dentist today. Currently, my teeth are trying to loosen themselves from my gums, pop out, and run away, as they are just as afraid of the Dentist as I am. Even….AGH…..just the…OH Geeze….THOUGHT…of someone even TOUCHING my teeth…gives me the most disgusting shivers down my spine. I’m hoping I don’t cry. Don’t laugh, I’m serious, I hate it! I just had to take a moment and pull my hands away from to keyboard to suppress my freak-out shivers. Luckily, working for a Physician’s company, I get the downlow on who’s a good Dentist and what not…but I still do NOT want to go.

Oh em gee….kidnap me?

Today is also finally the rescheduling of Team Building; wish me luck!

Shannon

Thursday, April 3, 2008

You were never any different then anyone else....

You can only say NO to someone so many times who'd

*drive to you
*fly to you
*swim to you
*walk to you
*run to you

Only say no so many times to someone who's..

*laid every emotion out for you
*overstepped boundaries for you
*blew the vulnerability level through the roof in honesty with you

Only say ABSOLUTELY NOT so so so many times to someone who...

Stood by, patiently waiting for you to come around, through all the ignoring, talks of not being "good enough", every reason in the world that was laid down and still stood around.

Heck, you can only say no so many times to a stupid girl before she wises up.

So don't be furious, and don't group me in with the mistakes of my gender.
You, turned me down, several times. You got upset with me when I FINALLY got interested in someone else. And quite honestly You found a girl who did like you for you, even patiently and enjoyably watched you play video games...something a wise girl (and I good blogger I might add) told you that you might like... and You said no.


I'm sorry you won't have me, you know you could have snapped and I would have been there....but a little under a year is pathetically long enough to be told no.


Tammy

I just have to note, that my aunt Tammy and her daughter Harley are so cute.

She really puts so much love into getting her ready in the morning. It’s just so sweet watching them get ready every morning. They both sit in front of a long standing mirror as Tammy puts her hair up in a cute little style every day, hair sprays it to perfection, and gives her a little accessory to add the finishing touch. She then runs a lint roller down Harley’s clothes to makes sure she’s the perfect little package as she heads off to the 5th grade. It’s just endearing, to see how much effort she spend throughout her morning to make sure Harley feels great before she goes off to school.

I can only hope I’m as dedicated as mom some day.

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

No Need.

I am grumpy with the world.

Monday, March 31, 2008

Silly Eskimos...

DAMNIT.

I woke up this morning, exhausted having not returned home from Ryan’s house till somewhere around 1:00 am. When I got home, I realized I had project to do for work and stayed up till around 2 finishing it; it was due early in the morning and I had no choice. After finishing, I went to set my alarm and I just knew I would not have the energy to straighten or curl my lion’s mane in the morning…so I let myself sleep for an extra 45 minutes.

This morning, I woke up, groggy as could be, hopped in the shower and attempted to throw my hair in a cute bun. Apparently, my hair was as groggy as my attitude and it refused to go up as planned. As I was running out of my time, I re-doused my hair in the shower, pulled it back into a low bun and went on a hunt for my cute white moccasin shoes.

I found them, but they surely are NOT on my feet today.

Instead, black fur-lined snow boots.

I threw my moccasins down in disgust this morning when Tammy asked if I had looked outside. I, live in the downstairs portion of the house and it’s rare that I look outside before I actually leave. When I left Ryan’s house last night, I was trying to be convinced of that fact that I should stay because it had started to snow. I laughed, said it was a good try, but I was going home to my warm, comfy bed. Besides, it wasn’t sticking. This morning I woke up to enough snow to make me alter the outfit I had already picked out and almost throw a tantrum.

I don’t own an ice scraper (Ha….yet!) so I went to my car, started it, and scraped it with the back of a CD case. I failed, miserably, and stormed back into the house. I shook like I dog to get all the snow off of me and sat pouting until my car warmed up.

Farrah was barely drivable when I went on my trek to work. My rear-view mirrors were solid ice and she was still covered in snow.

Needless to say, I was not my normal speed demon when I braved the snowy highway. In fact, it took me 45 mins. instead of my usual fifteen and I was late. Bossman is out of town, so it made it easier to walk in the front door to my co-workers. Luckily, they smiled and said I would get used to the snow.

Silly Eskimos.

I have decided, I will be hibernating this winter. Feed me full and put me to sleep because I can’t deal with this for three whole months!

This weekend was lazy at best, but I did get some fun out of it. I’d even venture to say I spent the most time with people besides my family then I have since I got here. Saturday morning was Brooklyn's Baptismal and that night I went to Open Mic Night at High Point. It was really packed and the talent that night was really great. I’ve always enjoyed the artists that come and play and I’m always shyly asking for their CD’s. As I’ve grown on good terms with the owner, I approached him with an idea. Why not have a “Sounds of High Point” CD? This tiny little coffee shop brings in between 50-100 people at once on Saturday nights and not one person leaves unimpressed. He loved the idea and I mentioned that if he requested CD’s of this artists, I would be happy to upload them and organize an album, cover art, and explore options for casing. It’s free publicity for a growing artist and of course some profit for High Point. He was so happy with my idea (which made me happy) and he’s calling me this week together and discuss options.

Exciting yeah?!

I really needed a project….

I also hung out with Jordan that night and filmed some of his music to send home to Oregon. I spliced some of the cuts together and am trying to find a way to upload it to somewhere. It’s too big for Myspace and Youtube just pisses me off…but I will find a way. I’m dying to show him to Moge & Mesa; his voice is really talented.

Sunday was lazy and I didn’t make it to Ryan’s till around 10:00 PM. His new house is BEAUTIFUL and has a great view of SLC. It will surely be a bigggg party house and so I most likely won’t be frequenting it often. It was really good to see Ryan again though; such a sweet guy…

Well there is nothing for me to do at work today...
I'm heading home to nap!

Shannon

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Show some?

Agh I had a bad dream last night.

It wasn't nightmare status, but it definitely made me uneasy.

My friend Kyle is in Iraq and I dreamt he came back hurt and I was the one who had to take care of him.

It was not pleasent and I have yet to hear form him since about a week ago.

*sigh*

Today I have yet to do much of anything. I got up, lazed around, went to Panda & Redbox have ceased to do anything since. I thought of hanging out with CuteDense Boy, but he was tired from just about 8 days of partying and gave me a "Maybe". I told him forget it. We'll see if he comes back around.

Instead, I'm going to watch a movie with RJ tonight.

Woot.

I now will use this section of my blog to post random pictures I've taken since I got here.


Welcome to my desk. Monster, Pictures from home, Monkey, & Work to do.
It's a happy place.


So one of my co-workers, a silly Sales Rep, decided to inform me after seeing my massive amount of Duck gear at the office, that they had the worst uniforms. After talking him into a corner, he put on his best defense and sent out an email with a sport site who voted the Duck Football uniforms the worst in all of College Ball. This, was my defense. It's amazing what you can do with pictures you find in the supply room, some scissors and a copier.



Found this at the airport. And I thought "#2" was only a joking conversational word...apparently not.


This little boy still makes me day alllllll the time.



Peace & Love.
Shannon


Mountains...


Had to share with you some
beauty I found in Utah.