And she said: Stupid, Stupid Girl.

Some good advice written specifically about me. The writer exploited my biggest weakness and fully grasped that weakness in the last sentence. Reading this aloud, was a realization all it's own. Thanks for trying, it surely made me think. So much, I wanted to share it.
-Shan


Dear Girl.

I want to share something with you. Please, as always, understand my blatant honesty. Here goes:

Say no to complications crazy girl; and that nasty heartache to! Find a nice boy, someone who comes with ease, not someone who fights you but surely "loves you too". Don't ask "Why not, What if, What it could be?"and don't lust for something that could easily become a smack in the face.

Stop.

He doesn't want you.

Run away, pretty girl.

What has happened to your common sense? To the logic that points wildly in the direction opposite of you? Are your eyes closed or are you ignorantly blinding yourself? Stop, pick up your heart and what's left of your pride, cry it out, and remove yourself from the situation.

Must you always chase the troubled? I used to believe you sought out the hearts of those who, sometimes unbeknownst even to themselves, needed you the most. Those who could use a kind, spontaneous, beautiful soul such as yours. But they misuse you and even worse... you walk plainly elsewhere when someone who will offer you the world...smiles your way.

You girl? Are a stupid girl.

I have known you all my life and one thing about you is certain, you are always self-aware to yourself, your life, decisions and actions. You dear, know exactly what you are doing at every moment and often are just that much more inadvertently aware of others.

And that is, and listen good now, the absolute stupidest part about you. You know you fall upon heartache with all warning and awareness of your own actions, and yet you never seem to give up on those who in one selfish light or another, wouldn't give you half of what your heart could give them in mere moments.

Maturity, beyond your silly giggles, pranks and outbursts, has always been your gift; a present for a life grown up much to fast.

Don't ignore that gift when it comes to love and don't be foolish. Remove your heart from your sleeve and stop clouding your judgment; he will never give you what you will give him.

And if he does? I'll eat my words. But I don't see him running to you, in fact, all I see is you trailing far, far behind.

Stupid.

I've shared something with you. And sadly, I know you're not listening.