Dobber

So I just got back from WOU's got Talent and a night playing BINGO (yahh.....lol) at this enormous BINGO hall, with the RHA crew. It was supposed to be team bonding....it was...something alright.

Good News: It wasn't to bad.

Bad News: I broke my iPhone. Byron stopped in front of me, I freaked and dropped my phone. That'll teach me to text and walk. Here comes ANOTHER drive to Portland to get that baby fixed.

damn. I like driving, but a trip out there to fix something seems lame.

and I been driving ALOT lately.

And I most likely won't be going out there to party as everyone is sick or tired. It's fucking LAME.

SO I'VE COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT.....!

A LARGE PORTION OF THIS BLOG WAS COMPLETE AND TOTAL BLASPHEMY.

I was being way to vulnerable via internet and decided it def needed to be DELETED

Now this?

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Yep, in all directions of this blog, is the edited version. Basically I deleted alot. Censored my own blog you could say.

it's sad. I know.

I've got to be more protective of my heart.

THAT'S IT.

My heart? It's off my sleeve. Right now. Hmph!

Easier said than done...yes?

We'll see.

Anyways. I miss putting lyrics in my blogs, so here's some lyric love.

Lord I love Colbie.

Honestly, this song says alot to me.

When it comes down to it, I jump head first into that crazy little world of love, relationships...ya know, that one. I've always found it's better not to think about the pain it could cause, the pain you could suffer (as shown in a previous relationship or something of that sort), or even those feelings that tell you "Damn, this guy is going to fuck everything up." I just can't help it honestly, I enjoy a challenge and the pain I sometimes feel is just a life lesson to me and as my motto goes..."Life Moves On, we're Blessed, learn and love it." I sware I've KNOWN when something wasn't going to work out and yet I still go after it. In this song, to me, it's like Colbie is in this world surrounded by people who live angrily, who live unhappily, who live for selfishness and disaster...and then she finds a boy, and Lord...he was sunshine :). She doesn't, in her small lyrical story, say anything about the way he feels about her, just her profusing "Oh Baby, let me be your lady."

It's fantastic.

She needs oxygen, her synonym for fearlessness, to say:

Hey boy, take it or leave it, crush me or embrace me, but I'm here, don't fear, the

past is just a memory so let me be your lady.

With a little oxygen, she offers him the world.

Her vulnerability is layed out on the table. I'm not as far in like her that she's giving it all in for a chance...but I have been, and I could be, but I can't be (I wont be...right?)

You believe me, I know you do.

I'm so used to giving it all, and now I'm just like everyone else... scared.

OXYGEN- COLBIE CAILLAT

I came apart inside a world made of angry people

I found a boy who had a dream...making everyone smile

He was sunshine,

I fell over my feet like bricks underwater

How am I supposed to tell you how I feel?

I need oxygen

oh baby let me be your lady

I will make you happy.

Never gonna leave, Never gonna leave,

oh baby can I be your lady?

I am going crazy for you.

and so I

Found a state of mind...where I could be speechless

I had to try it for a while...

to figure out this feeling

this felt so right,

pull me upside down to a place where you've been waiting

How am I supposed to tell you how I feel?
I need oxygen
oh baby let me be your lady
I will make you happy.
Never gonna leave, Never gonna leave,
oh baby can I be your lady?

How am I supposed to tell you how I feel?

I need oxygen

[[Oh Baby, can I be your lady?]]
I will make you happy.

Im never gonna leave, Never gonna leave

[[Oh baby can I be your lady?]]

I am going crazy for you,

You dont wanna keep me waiting,

Staring at my fingers feeling like a fool

[[Oh baby can I be your lady?]]

I am going crazy

Im never gonna leave, never gonna leave

[[Oh baby let me be your lady]]

I will make you happy,

yeah-ohhhh

tell me what you want,

baby tell me what you need

anything I ask baby,

give it to me baby,

give it to me, give it to megive it to me, give it to me baby give it to me give it to me

These lyrics actually meant to have nothing to do with anything until I started highlight words and sentances I liked. Ohem gee....