Good Riddance

Good Riddance.

You have done nothing but toy with me from day one and especially taken advantage of my patient friendship.

You were all smiles and then you lost it, said you weren't good enough and never would be, but still kept me around, kept me wondering, kept me pushing. We had alot in common and our chill time was fantastic...and we'd always leave each other smiling, talking about the next time we'd see each other.

And then you'd do a complete 180* and run away again, saying you weren't good enough to be around me, treat me like shit. But then you'd flip around again and be nice, the sweet boy I met, sometimes so quickly I didn't have long enough to decide how I felt . Invite me to games, Sunriver, be completely normal and then lose it all again. I guess treating someone with respect is just to much effort for you. You were nice enough to keep me wondering, keep me persistent in figuring you out.

And then tonight? Trying to categorize me as something I'm not? Attacking my choice of male friends (Don, Kellon)? Throwing rude statements at me?

You've done it before, and yet instead of telling you off, I just asked why. I extended my unconditional and patient friendship again only to have it stepped on. I asked Why Why Why are you doing this? And I get what was expected...lies and shit I don't deserve. And then you say it wasn't you? Yes. It was unwise to keep you around, letting you into a circle of the people I treat the best, I understand that, but I'm certainetly not stupid.

You are one big manipulator and you have had the upper hand this whole friendship (or whatever you call it). You conceed to being called a bad person, embrace it, and act on it...and I think that its disgusting and I don't want it around.

You can think what you want of me, but know I don't believe your lies. I'm not what you said I was tonight, and you know it.

You were right all along. You won't treat me good enough, not on a friendship level, not on any level.

Good Riddance